I love Her!

I love her so much that I really can't wait for her arrival this Sept! I wish time flies so fast during this pregnancy that zooom, and it's Sept. Shopping for baby clothes are so fun and I just couldn't resist all the girly pinky purplish rompers. They are so pretty even with just a stamp of butterfly or flower. But, my conscious mind told me to get more unisex wear so that our next baby can wear if is a he. It's hard to resist especially when the girl's clothes are so cute.

Words really can't describe how much I adore this baby and how much I really treasure every moment of this pregnancy. Every kicks that she made lights up my day and sometimes I will go crazy if she didn't kick much for half a day. I quickly hold my breath, try to move around so that she wakes up and kicks but sometimes silent. At days, she can be so quiet for the whole day and I can only feel some faint movements. I try not to worry much, perhaps she's just tired or she's not in the mood to kick but she wants more rest. Well, at days we are tired and don't feel like talking or just feel like sleeping. That's the same to baby too... they have moods! I read in the net and some even said that baby moves lesser when they are developing! So, no worries mom .... on the day she moves lesser which means she's GROWING! Some cells are developing that she needs more rest and sleep to make sure they grow faster and complete.... How comfort these words are. Worry less, commit the development phase to God because He's the Creator! And God said that the work that He has started, He shall make it into completion.... hallelujah!

Praise God, we have now reach the 22 weeks and 18 more weeks to go .... looking back at how God brought us through this far, we just can't stop thanking God for his blessings, grace and mercy and He answers our prayer, the desire of our hearts and He is good all the time. It is easy to praise God when things go along our way, but we've learnt on persistent prayers and never give up hope on God because in hard times, He's building us to persevere , persistent in our prayers and the expansion of our faith. Indeed, He's preparing us to be strong mom and dad to our kids through all these expansions. Thank you Lord!

18 more weeks to go and we've been reading up materials on how to care for newborn, what to do and what not to do. There are still lotsa planning to do and we are truly excited! So excited .... =D I can't stop smiling everytime when my gal kicks.... all I can say is I LOVE HER SO MUCH!

We've already got a Christian name for her --------- ASHLYNN NG. I felt so attached when I first saw this name. Ashlynn means Vision of God from Biblical point of view and if you're searching through the net, it means Dream. Well, this baby gal of ours is indeed the vision that God has given to us, and she will grow up living and walking in the vision that God has placed for her and all her dreams, will be according to the vision of God, glorify the Creator's name and she will dream big Dreams! I like how the vision of God and dream connect to each other. She's our precious baby gal .... living and growing in the vision of God.

Now, we are still deciding on the chinese name because there is the generation list to follow. Hopefully the chinese name will flow along with her Christian name because my mandarin is kosong. LOL. My dad shall help me out in this ....... =D